This is a bad month for you if you are famous, over 65, were an influence in my life, and have had a long illness… David Bowie, that one hit me below the belt. The Goblin King is now beyond the Mist. Alan Rickman, Glenn Frey, the guy that played Grizzly Adams….
And I have slid down into a quick and unexpected moroseness. We talked of Michael Hutchence tonight. I wondered if he were a 27. But he was actually a 37. I thought about how close my mind stays to death. Dawn and Quin my biggest links to this world, the reason I can’t cross over. I hate feeling like this, hoping it is only PMS.
I know tomorrow will come, things will change, it does get better; but for now, I wallow in my pity pot. At least my illness is passed, not all is bleak.